Fred will be comin over for awhile. how nice of him hee
he's already on the way over now.... we're gonna go to parkway for lunch at pasta mania later...
before i forget,
[H][A][P][P][Y]::~::[N][E][W]::~::[Y][E][A][R]!!!!!!!
we're gonna go to the countdown at sentosa with terry they all later tonight...
then i'll be staying over at fred's hse..
school starts on thursday.. how boring...
hope today will be fine and wishing u guys all the best when sch starts.
i was talking to shaikha yesterday... abt grouping for project..
seems like veron did some 'underground' arrangement already..
she's joining gloria's group.
damn.
i somehow think that me, shaikha and jeremy should stick together.
cos we are good with each other and also each of us are good at something.
so all we need is another leader. someone who can see the big picture well.
and a effective researcher.
sheena was 'chatting' with shaikha while asking her abt the group thingy.
asking if we shld start planning who to grp with.
seems like veron n her fall out sometime during the holidays...
but someone don't juz ask a qns out of nowhere..
so what we tot sheena was heading at, was to grp with us.
die oso dun wan. :P
i seem to be chatting alot of mari recently....
we hit off well...
although everyone else in haiz never did liked her haha
cos she banned everyone frm haiz frm entering #osaka..
but she's alwayz msging me...starting a convo with me
and usually it'll last for hours and hours...
i at first mistook her for another friend of mine.. (when she re-chat with me)
ppl alwaiz changing nick...make me confuse only...
end up found out it's mari haha..
exchanged some photo with her..
think i better go tell hiroko i made a mistake and that ger is really mari haha...
one thing to add before i end. mari is very pretty. hahahaha...
My Results
[Ok. You are sympathetic, loyal, considerate, and conscientious. You will go to any amount of trouble, when it makes sense to you, to help those in need. You are responsible and enjoy being needed. You are down-to-earth and realistic and like others who are quiet and unassuming. You absorb and enjoy using a large number of facts.]
[You like situations where the rules are well defined and where traditions are to be upheld. You focus on providing practical help and services for others and for the organizations you serve. You have a strong work ethic.]
[You can be painstakingly accurate and systematic in handling tasks...you're conservative with traditional values...quiet and modest...tactful and supportive of friends and family...]
[You are often self-effacing in getting the job done, and are willing to make necessary sacrifices, especially for your family. You are at your best quietly providing assistance and making sure things are in order.]
[You have a few close friends, don't like disharmony, and try to keep cooperation at all costs...you'll stay close friends with that tight circle for a LONG time...worry a lot... ]
[You need to have things organized in a way you think works.. you cannot work when things are out of order...when things are in disarray, you have to reorganize 'em immediately....you get involved with leisure ONLY after all the work is done...]
[You have a tendency to put off relaxing because there's too much work to be done...you enjoy time with your family...you fall in love hard when you fall. You place a high value on marriage and family...you seek out a partner and feel unfulfilled without one. you most likely are a good student because you diligently follow through in your work to please your teachers.....you learn best by DOING...]
[You tend not to be the center of attention...often appear serious...others like trying to get a laugh or a smile out of you...you get angry or bitter when scorned...but you keep it inside...]
[Possible blindspots: because you are SOOOO in the present, you have a hard time seeing possibilities or consequences of your actions...can become mired in the daily grind...don't forget to express your bottled-up feelings...you can be taken advantage of....could be pessimistic about the future because it's unknown and you rely on past experiences.....you want to plan too much.]
ISFJ: "I Serve Family Joyfully"
According to Wilfred, it's "scarily accurate" for me hahaha... i had the same result as honggy, shaikha and mari...
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A dreamer is your type. Seen as "not quite there", you see things that few do. You make people think, and your friends turn to you for insight.
true? think pretty true.
[Ok. You are sympathetic, loyal, considerate, and conscientious. You will go to any amount of trouble, when it makes sense to you, to help those in need. You are responsible and enjoy being needed. You are down-to-earth and realistic and like others who are quiet and unassuming. You absorb and enjoy using a large number of facts.]
[You like situations where the rules are well defined and where traditions are to be upheld. You focus on providing practical help and services for others and for the organizations you serve. You have a strong work ethic.]
[You can be painstakingly accurate and systematic in handling tasks...you're conservative with traditional values...quiet and modest...tactful and supportive of friends and family...]
[You are often self-effacing in getting the job done, and are willing to make necessary sacrifices, especially for your family. You are at your best quietly providing assistance and making sure things are in order.]
[You have a few close friends, don't like disharmony, and try to keep cooperation at all costs...you'll stay close friends with that tight circle for a LONG time...worry a lot... ]
[You need to have things organized in a way you think works.. you cannot work when things are out of order...when things are in disarray, you have to reorganize 'em immediately....you get involved with leisure ONLY after all the work is done...]
[You have a tendency to put off relaxing because there's too much work to be done...you enjoy time with your family...you fall in love hard when you fall. You place a high value on marriage and family...you seek out a partner and feel unfulfilled without one. you most likely are a good student because you diligently follow through in your work to please your teachers.....you learn best by DOING...]
[You tend not to be the center of attention...often appear serious...others like trying to get a laugh or a smile out of you...you get angry or bitter when scorned...but you keep it inside...]
[Possible blindspots: because you are SOOOO in the present, you have a hard time seeing possibilities or consequences of your actions...can become mired in the daily grind...don't forget to express your bottled-up feelings...you can be taken advantage of....could be pessimistic about the future because it's unknown and you rely on past experiences.....you want to plan too much.]
ISFJ: "I Serve Family Joyfully"
According to Wilfred, it's "scarily accurate" for me hahaha... i had the same result as honggy, shaikha and mari...
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true? think pretty true.
30 December 2002
Today was a blast!!
we were in the pool for 4 HOURS!!!
hahahaha siao liao...
me n fred met up first at Queenstown Mrt Stn at abt 2:30PM. *not late this time*
fred's dad gav him some cash to top up his ezlink and also bought a mop for him to vacuum n mop the new hse... so basically i'm there to help. at first only thought 2 of us.. end up we saw a woman's shoe there and realised we're not alone in the house. his mum was there. in a swimming suit. *ARGH* the sight was pretty traumatising. i think she exercised too much. she is already so skinny but the muscles duno wad happen..the skins are already become wrinkly.. like as if her fats burnt out or something..
anyway, we went on to do the housework.. i was cleaning the toilet.. *NOT TOILET BOWL LAR*.. i was wiping the glass panels... then wilfred was vacuuming and mopping the flr... then i'm not very sure what his mum was doing, i went on to clean the living room's window... had to use a extender or somesort...very tough to clean the window cos there are lotsa places that are hard or rather, impossible to reach. u cant climb either or u'll fall out. so pretty headache. basically fred's mum is abit reckless and sometimes, death doesnt scare her. she climbs up and attempt to clean the window which was a very very dangerous feat cos she's rather unstable due to the alcohol, and wilfred was begging her to get off but she sorta taunt him abt 'wads the deal abt danger' thingy... and slouched onto the metal grill. there was nothing other than the grill to support her. one slip, and it's adios amigo~
i dropped the extender thingy hahahaha!! out the window!! 8 levels down and wilfred had to go pick it up. but at least i'm almost done with the cleaning. then kero called and say he arrived. (by the way, Terry didn't come. his dad didn't allow wahaha.. and kero came cos i asked him onli this afternoon) so i called fred to pick him up at the mrt stn. while they are doing so, fred's mum is sleeping in the room and i was attempting to finish cleaning up the center window plane, a huge glass plane in the middle almost impossible to reach. i tied the cloth to the stick and clean it but halfway thro it snapped (two sticks connecting to be one) so the top part of the stick drop down!!! 8 levels down!!! ahahahaha so muz ask ike 'on the way' pick that up too.. when fred picked kero up to the hse, sano called us and he had to go pick sano again haha and kero was left in the hse with me changing in the bathroom. i was trying to wear the swimsuit. *struggling* kero was as usual doing weird things. he has this wonderful skill of self-entertaining and was skipping and walking in circles in the living room. soon sano and fred came back and i gav them some tidbits to eat. pineapple tarts i brought frm home. sano hid inside the storeroom duno for wad. hahaha siao one.
we went down to the pool to swim at about... 4 something near 5PM.. the water was warmer but still cold. we went to swim, kero wore pants n jump in!!! cos he not swimming trunks hahaha but nvm lah.. we swim here swim there and wilfred was still teaching me how to do breast stroke properly and i did it!!! YAY!! but tiring hahaha so everytime after swimming around abit i'll ask ike to carry me around.. in the water like koala bear hehehehe and i wasn't the only one!! fred also became one hahaha
well, a couple of rather interesting things happened today:
.::we sat in the warmer area in the pool made into something that looked like a jacuzzi and sano and kero
.::seem to love it there hahaha..
.::then we wore goggles and went dwn to see bubbles!!!
.::kero and sano went bonkies!! they were blowin bubbles in the pool and making alot of funny noises.. like
.::siao ppl hahaha
.::when they got out of the warm area n jumped back into the pool, sano was shivering and kero let out a
.::squeal hahaha cos damn cold
.::kero n sano attempt to jog in the water. looks dumb wahaha...
.::then sano sat at one of the fountain squirty thingy. the way he sat, it looks as if he's peeing hahahaha
.::fred's mum suddenly shout at sano and say 'you never call me ah!' haha sano stunned sia.. but still greet
.::lah..
.::i fed the guys prawn rolls while sitting by the edge of the pool. sano, ike n kero. then they act like dolphins
.::hahaha sano made seal sound and kero made dolphin. hahahha
we were in the pool for 4 HOURS!!!
hahahaha siao liao...
me n fred met up first at Queenstown Mrt Stn at abt 2:30PM. *not late this time*
fred's dad gav him some cash to top up his ezlink and also bought a mop for him to vacuum n mop the new hse... so basically i'm there to help. at first only thought 2 of us.. end up we saw a woman's shoe there and realised we're not alone in the house. his mum was there. in a swimming suit. *ARGH* the sight was pretty traumatising. i think she exercised too much. she is already so skinny but the muscles duno wad happen..the skins are already become wrinkly.. like as if her fats burnt out or something..
anyway, we went on to do the housework.. i was cleaning the toilet.. *NOT TOILET BOWL LAR*.. i was wiping the glass panels... then wilfred was vacuuming and mopping the flr... then i'm not very sure what his mum was doing, i went on to clean the living room's window... had to use a extender or somesort...very tough to clean the window cos there are lotsa places that are hard or rather, impossible to reach. u cant climb either or u'll fall out. so pretty headache. basically fred's mum is abit reckless and sometimes, death doesnt scare her. she climbs up and attempt to clean the window which was a very very dangerous feat cos she's rather unstable due to the alcohol, and wilfred was begging her to get off but she sorta taunt him abt 'wads the deal abt danger' thingy... and slouched onto the metal grill. there was nothing other than the grill to support her. one slip, and it's adios amigo~
i dropped the extender thingy hahahaha!! out the window!! 8 levels down and wilfred had to go pick it up. but at least i'm almost done with the cleaning. then kero called and say he arrived. (by the way, Terry didn't come. his dad didn't allow wahaha.. and kero came cos i asked him onli this afternoon) so i called fred to pick him up at the mrt stn. while they are doing so, fred's mum is sleeping in the room and i was attempting to finish cleaning up the center window plane, a huge glass plane in the middle almost impossible to reach. i tied the cloth to the stick and clean it but halfway thro it snapped (two sticks connecting to be one) so the top part of the stick drop down!!! 8 levels down!!! ahahahaha so muz ask ike 'on the way' pick that up too.. when fred picked kero up to the hse, sano called us and he had to go pick sano again haha and kero was left in the hse with me changing in the bathroom. i was trying to wear the swimsuit. *struggling* kero was as usual doing weird things. he has this wonderful skill of self-entertaining and was skipping and walking in circles in the living room. soon sano and fred came back and i gav them some tidbits to eat. pineapple tarts i brought frm home. sano hid inside the storeroom duno for wad. hahaha siao one.
we went down to the pool to swim at about... 4 something near 5PM.. the water was warmer but still cold. we went to swim, kero wore pants n jump in!!! cos he not swimming trunks hahaha but nvm lah.. we swim here swim there and wilfred was still teaching me how to do breast stroke properly and i did it!!! YAY!! but tiring hahaha so everytime after swimming around abit i'll ask ike to carry me around.. in the water like koala bear hehehehe and i wasn't the only one!! fred also became one hahaha
well, a couple of rather interesting things happened today:
.::we sat in the warmer area in the pool made into something that looked like a jacuzzi and sano and kero
.::seem to love it there hahaha..
.::then we wore goggles and went dwn to see bubbles!!!
.::kero and sano went bonkies!! they were blowin bubbles in the pool and making alot of funny noises.. like
.::siao ppl hahaha
.::when they got out of the warm area n jumped back into the pool, sano was shivering and kero let out a
.::squeal hahaha cos damn cold
.::kero n sano attempt to jog in the water. looks dumb wahaha...
.::then sano sat at one of the fountain squirty thingy. the way he sat, it looks as if he's peeing hahahaha
.::fred's mum suddenly shout at sano and say 'you never call me ah!' haha sano stunned sia.. but still greet
.::lah..
.::i fed the guys prawn rolls while sitting by the edge of the pool. sano, ike n kero. then they act like dolphins
.::hahaha sano made seal sound and kero made dolphin. hahahha
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29 December 2002
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Today went swimming!!!!!
I finally bought my new swimsuit but it cost me alot. you wouldn't believe it. you might even scold me crazy cos it's... *drum roll* $50.70!!!!!!!! but no choice. really wan to swim and also, every where i go, from Queensway shopping complex to anchor point, the price is averaged at about $50 - $60... mad sia...wonder why they hiked the price of swimsuits up so much.. but anyway, the design i chose was rather simple and sport.. but i think i bought the wrong size...VERY TIGHT! okok.. muz work out more and lose weight hahah then i should be more at ease when wearing it...
man did i go through almost comparable to hell *okok...i'm exaggerating* juz to get a swimsuit..
cos previously i wanted to buy one.. and wilfred quarrelled with his mum...so he dun wan to ask her to lend me her swimsuit.. so i took $30 from dad since everyone told me it wouldn't exceed 30..but it did.. we met up at Queenstown mrt ctrl stn at 2PM in the end although we previously did so too but changed to jurong cos his dad wanted to get furniture but something turned sour and stuff and end up he didnt go. i could hear his mum screaming and shouting like a mad woman on the background of the phone. i hate her voice so much. especially when she screams and shout at almost anything.. unimportant things.. and it can literally drive me insane. sometime i even think i hate her... i simply don't know how not to... i see the way she treat fred and i get damn pissed off...
anyway, soon after we met, we went to get my swimsuit but the price is simply to much. so we walked around but to no avail and i was feeling pretty dwn cos i really wanted to swim. it was exceptionally hot today. not sure why but the sun was shining so brightly and we sweat alot. walking back and forth looking for swimsuit worsened it. when i lost hope and even after trying out the neighbouring shops, we couldn't find a decent and cheap swimsuit. being one of the oldest town, Queenstown is very very decentralized and the places juz dun fit and getting from one place to the other is such a hassle. fred knew i was very sad and kept on sayanging me.. then i suggested we go to Anchor Point. there, is where we found my swimsuit. it's still as costly but i couldn't care less anymore. wilfred forked out $10 for me and after we bought the swimsuit, we went to eat at Junction 8... and when we're done, we went back to his condo and got prepared to swim. the water is slightly warmer than the day we went with sano but still as cold. had lotsa fun in the water and tried swimming around but couldn't swim around much cos i lack of exercise and got tired pretty soon. but nevertheless, i enjoyed today because i have wilfred with me. we swam for quite sometime and even tried out the 'jacuzzi' like area.. the water there is warm!!! so nice!!!! *wHeE* we went back up and bathe and hee..secretly tried out wilfred's folks' bathtub!! *shh...dun tell them!* haha and when we were done, we sat at the ledge and enjoyed the view. very peaceful and we could smell and see ppl barbequeing dwnstairs. hope his folks throw a bbq when they hav their hsewarming! i love BBQ!!!
but i cant quite sit still and enjoy serenity in the neighbourhood sometimes..
too quiet..
i am not the kinda ppl who can juz reside at a country side to enjoy the rest of my life..
i nid activity and bustling motion of ppl....
guess both fred n i are too much of a city person...
terry was supposed to come along but end up didn't..
tomorrow we swimming again!! hehehe..this time terry and sano is coming along!!!
but we gotta mop and vacuum the hse first..
fred's dad asked him to..
hope everything goes well
Words on a Turn-Table
I threw words onto my turn-table.
Increased it�s volume
And let it blast my tympanum
To pieces.
Words scrabbling on the turn-table
Spinning
A psychedelic tune
I could not understand
I snatched at
What my small palms could hold
While a few slipped away
And fell into cracks between parquet tiles.
Hastily words were huddled
Into a pillow case
And a pillow shoved in.
Words suffocated.
I lay on bed
Head on a turn-table.
Heng Siok Tian
This poem graphically illustrates what can happen when words take on a life of their own a slip out of one�s control.
I threw words onto my turn-table.
Increased it�s volume
And let it blast my tympanum
To pieces.
Words scrabbling on the turn-table
Spinning
A psychedelic tune
I could not understand
I snatched at
What my small palms could hold
While a few slipped away
And fell into cracks between parquet tiles.
Hastily words were huddled
Into a pillow case
And a pillow shoved in.
Words suffocated.
I lay on bed
Head on a turn-table.
Heng Siok Tian
This poem graphically illustrates what can happen when words take on a life of their own a slip out of one�s control.
Saturday Stuff
darn..came home early..
could've gotten the slot right for the blog but end up doin all sorts of things..
1) wash face
2) watch tv
3) talk to dad
4) eat mee dad tar pow-ed
*sigh*
end up forgot all about the time and end up late for my blog hehe
today went wilfred house
played the sims
hehehe build a table enough for 4 in the courtyard!!!!
seems like they like it there!
then i extended the courtyard so that they can have gathering there....
*WhEe*
Lot 1 there the bubble tea very nice!!
i bought peach..!
taste very real..
tomorrow me and wilfred shall go Queenstown his new condo
there and swim again!!!!! YAAAAY!!
bad news is, TERRY might be comin along!!!
RARGH!
juz now me n fred fred lie on bed n chit chat...
then he keep staring at me..
sho paiseh hahaha
all my pimple he can see.. XP
he say he like to see me..
then keep giggling at me and say i cute.. @_@?
but then ,he also mentioned that he love me alot alot and then he got very serious..
and wad i thought was that, aftering being together for over one year plus,
and still being able to fall in love with each other all over again is a very wonderful feeling...
haha..
maria: argh damn i nid to buy swimsuit!!!"
darn..came home early..
could've gotten the slot right for the blog but end up doin all sorts of things..
1) wash face
2) watch tv
3) talk to dad
4) eat mee dad tar pow-ed
*sigh*
end up forgot all about the time and end up late for my blog hehe
today went wilfred house
played the sims
hehehe build a table enough for 4 in the courtyard!!!!
seems like they like it there!
then i extended the courtyard so that they can have gathering there....
*WhEe*
Lot 1 there the bubble tea very nice!!
i bought peach..!
taste very real..
tomorrow me and wilfred shall go Queenstown his new condo
there and swim again!!!!! YAAAAY!!
bad news is, TERRY might be comin along!!!
RARGH!
juz now me n fred fred lie on bed n chit chat...
then he keep staring at me..
sho paiseh hahaha
all my pimple he can see.. XP
he say he like to see me..
then keep giggling at me and say i cute.. @_@?
but then ,he also mentioned that he love me alot alot and then he got very serious..
and wad i thought was that, aftering being together for over one year plus,
and still being able to fall in love with each other all over again is a very wonderful feeling...
haha..
maria: argh damn i nid to buy swimsuit!!!"
26 December 2002
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YO YO YO!!!
How have everyone been for the past two days since i'm gone!?
Missed me? hehz*
basically, juz to ease your minds on where i went, *although i did remember mentioning it*..
but it won't harm to juz say it again haha...
25th November 2002, Wednesday, Christmas Day
Orchard is juz like any other weekends that is occasionally packed with people but not to the extend where we cant walk. in simple words, it's not like christmas. couldn't sense it anywhere. it was pouring before i reached... orchard became a place that smells of rain and cool moist but yet another dull and boring weekend. no christmas spirit noted. i met up with wilfred and brought along some things which he asked me off to decorate to his new house. he'll be moving into the new Queenstown condo.
we hanged around and decided to head up to grafitti cafe for a pit stop. sat dwn and chit chatted, we ordered a peach pearl tea while i was rearranging my baby photos... what was in the photo album were pictures of me when i was younger...at different phases... when i was a child.... when i was older.. in primary school... and while i was playing soccer in bras basah complex... to me, photographs are not juz taken for fun. they have a reason to be there and a story to tell. it's like a jigsaw puzzle that helps to piece my past together... a very important part of my memories.
ok, back to talk abt orchard. we met sano up at grafitti cafe.. sorta like he approached us. i was pretty surprised actually although i did chat with him online before going out.. i asked him to call us when he reach town since he told me he is coming. but wad i didn't know was that he's gonna watch movie alone haha.. said he didn't feel like asking anyone else along... i used to do that too... haha but now no more... me n fred walked around while sano was watching movie.. we meeting back with him when he's done with the movie. lotsa fashionable couples recently.. and also tall ones...as in both guy and ger v tall kinds... i wonder why haha.. i'm having a little bit of memory loss.. oh yah... me and wilfred went over to the man u shop... walked all the way there from heeren... it was a long walk plus, it was starting to pour. we end up being caught getting shelter at the hotel near forum... wilfred decides to run across and gotten me alittle bit wet and very grouchy.. but we got there and wilfred was happily looking around like a kid in a toy shop. there was this sale there and everything was going cheap... or rather cheaper than usual.. then soon after sano called up *time either flies real quick, or the movie was damn short* and we met up at the burger king at Liat Towers.. the one next to borders... then we sorta had our dinner there while i had half a chicken burger *then giv ike* and a rendang burger. sano ate turkey bacon while ike had a whopper meal... haha he ate so much..
then since it was still pretty early and there's no point staying in a lifeless orchard road, wilfred suggested that we go on down to his new hse to check it out... so we did.
the place is spectacular frm the outside. we went in thro the backdoor cos that's where the mrt is nearest to.... omost something like 'beside' it hahaa.... anyway, we went in, and the place wilfred's unit is, is pretty slick and classy and nice. only thing was that everything is so small.. the living room is rectangular and rather narrow... the rooms are darn small especially wilfred's.. i didn't like it at first cos it's too small and the view sux... but i'm alrite with it now.. we hang around looking and then fred brought us up to the penthouse... at the moment we can all go and check it out but when ppl start moving in we cant... cos it'll be owned by those who bought the hse that is on the highest level. most expensive but u get the view that is simply amazing. u get to see part of the city like toys frm high grounds. very nice and very windy. there's even a jacuzzi!!! damn cool! minus pts are, if rain, jia lat. if lighting, osho jia lat. haha.. we went back dwn and go home after that but arranged to go swimming tomorrow!!!! whee! it's been years since i last swam man! yeeeeeaaaars....
then soon we went back home by taking a train back.. pretty convenient.. and since wilfred's dad has gone to work, i'm more or less relieved. the only person at home was his mum who kept herself in the room when i juz entered the house. while we unpacked and all, wilfred's room is now much more emptier... he took dwn the posters to transfer them to his new room tomorrow... while he watched his wrestling, i played The Sims.
then, we bathed and had supper.. shared a bowl of maggi fred cooked.. chatted through the night about loads of things..till about 3AM or so... i love talking to him like this. no stress and very fun.
26th December 2002, Thursday
we sorta slept and wilfred say he had a disturbed sleep.. he dreams alot and it's caused him to have little rest.. but we woke up at about 12:00PM. cool part was we were chatting and lazying around on the bed while he joked about some stuff. hugging him and juz sleeping there was a very cosy and nice feeling.
hm..we got ourselves out of bed and basically, our finances are damn damn damn the tight cos i'm left with $20. and i have to pay for my registration fee for signing up for my Advance 2 japanese language course. i didn't know how much i needed to bring... *urgh*..we rushed through doin omost every single thing... the packing up and all.. and rushed down at about 1PM to have our lunch. chicken rice for both of use with two cans of coke. rushed through eating that we then rushed to draw some money out for paying off my fees. i drew out $110 and had $80 on my own. tot $190 would do the trick but was proven so wrong later. we rushed and i topped up my ezlink card with $10 and now i'm left with $10. rushed off taking the mrt to bugis, we went on to my JCS upstairs to get the number and the application form. the whole registration thingy starts at 2:30PM. wilfred waited downstairs. you might think i'm being kiasu. but it pays to be there early. when i reached, already many ppl reached and was collecting number tags. i'm number 28. i waited for a long while i soon managed to get the slot for the class i wanted: saturday 2:00 - 4:10PM. i proceeded to the counter to pay but the queue was freaking long. took me another half an hour to finish it all and got out of the building only after 3PM. one thing i missed out was, i found out that the total bill was $215. i was $25 short. so i had to resort to borrowing $20 frm my ex-classmate. mum called earlier on saying that my cousin was unable to be contacted and she had to get guma to come over and stand in for him at my house. the construction is still goin on. when we're done wilfred told me sano aint comin over to swim.... i was alittle sad about it cos i wanted there to be more ppl.. anyway, me n wilfred headed to his new hse straightaway. he was holding my bag and his posters while i held his bag *lighter* and some stuff i wanna put at his hse as deco.. then when we reached there, we cleaned up his room. the floor, the window and the wall. windows were terribly hard to clean..so scared to fall dwn hahaha.. we hung up the posters and rearranged things alittle and now the room looks so much more pleasant. cos the whole hse is with aircon..
then i gav sano a call since it's not raining and managed to persuade him to come over to swim! YAY!
he very power leh! swim so fast hehehe i swim half already wan to die liao haha faster call ike and cling onto him like koala bear hee then hug onto him while he bring both of us around... then he teach me make BUBBLES! hee sho fun!! *goes bouncy* then he teach sano osho hee! i so long never swim very tiring haha but very fun and i dun wan to get out of the water hahaha.. ike lookz cute in water hahaha *gawks*
then when we finish swimming we went upstairs and eat the food in the hamper haha cheeseballs and butter cookies!!!! yummy! then... hang ard awhile liao we left haha.. all in all today was great! i took the train and changed to bus home.. wilfred n sano is now watching soccer at home..
misc
school's starting and it sux.. i hate school big time
and now i'm havin prob checking out the timetable too...
tp website sux..
and i forgot to mention,
DAD IS SHO STUPID
he locked the room door frm inside!!!
they had all the keys and money inside. =__=
had to call the locksmith come... haiz haiz..
24 December 2002
WISHING U ALL A MERRY CHRISTMAS & A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!
hopefully all of u (whom i hav ur email add)
have received the x'mas card i drawn and sent to you!!
hopefully all of u (whom i hav ur email add)
have received the x'mas card i drawn and sent to you!!
my stupid dad not only pissed me off yesterday, he pissed my mum off BIG TIME today.. haha
kana scolded like crazy..
he's alwayz comin up with mad ideas whenever there's a prob and making things harder to handle..
*sips on chinchin lemon tea*
the construction ppl siao one leh...
i wanted to bathe today.. *sad to say* i havent bathed for abt..1 day plus...
THEN they removed the temporary toilet duno for wad sia...
then end up house toilet not finished with
temp toilet gone..
duno go where pee sia..
end up went downstairs the 'big temp toilet' they set up for us...
lucky thing is, hehe, it's clean! wad u thinkin man haha.
i've juz chatted with an old' irc friend frm chnnl japan last time...
she's studying japanese too but then seems like she's very stressed about it...
been keepin myself busy the whole day...
i'm pretty amazed though... usually i'll be crying bored and be damn sad and stuff
right now i'm stacking up my comic bookshelve... hehe
if i could ever take a picture to show u guys, u'll be shocked haha
i'm almost 'devouring' the whole shelf...
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i've mailed all the christmas greeting cards already!
I sent out the christmas cards quite early so by now most of you should've gotten it already..
and i juz sent out the e-card version of a christmas greeting..! Check ur mailbox!
hopefully ms rieru gets her package... haha but i think it'll take quite awhile....
my head feels so itchy now..wan to bathe oso cannot.. they removed the temporary toilet..
wonder y sia...
oh well,
wishing u guys a MERRY CHRISTMAS! and a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!....
i'm still pissed with dad..
i'll try to persuade him tonight..
The Old Familiar Faces
Where are they gone, the old familiar faces?
I had a mother, but she died, and left me,
Died prematurely in a days of horrors �
All, all are gone, the old familiar faces.
I have had playmates, I have had companions,
In my days of childhood, in my joyful school-days �
All, all are gone, the old familiar faces.
I have been laughing, I have been carousing,
Drinking late sitting late, with my bosom cronies �
All, all are gone, the old familiar faces.
I loved once, fairest among women.
Closed are her doors on me, I must not see her �
All, all are gone, the old familiar faces.
I have a friend, a kinder friend has no man.
Like an ingrate, I left my friend abruptly;
Left him, to muse on the old familiar faces.
Ghost-like, I paced round the haunts of my childhood.
Earth seem�d a desert I was bound to traverse,
Seeking to find the old familiar faces.
Friend of my bosom, thou more than a brother!
Why wert not thou born in my father�s dwelling?
So might we talk about the old familiar faces.
For some they have died, and some they have left me,
And some are taken from me; all are departed;
All, all are gone, the familiar faces.
Charles Lamb
Charles Lamb devoted his life to looking after his sister Mary who, in a fit of insanity, had killed their mother. This poem was written shortly after that tragedy and expresses his sense of shock and loneliness.
Where are they gone, the old familiar faces?
I had a mother, but she died, and left me,
Died prematurely in a days of horrors �
All, all are gone, the old familiar faces.
I have had playmates, I have had companions,
In my days of childhood, in my joyful school-days �
All, all are gone, the old familiar faces.
I have been laughing, I have been carousing,
Drinking late sitting late, with my bosom cronies �
All, all are gone, the old familiar faces.
I loved once, fairest among women.
Closed are her doors on me, I must not see her �
All, all are gone, the old familiar faces.
I have a friend, a kinder friend has no man.
Like an ingrate, I left my friend abruptly;
Left him, to muse on the old familiar faces.
Ghost-like, I paced round the haunts of my childhood.
Earth seem�d a desert I was bound to traverse,
Seeking to find the old familiar faces.
Friend of my bosom, thou more than a brother!
Why wert not thou born in my father�s dwelling?
So might we talk about the old familiar faces.
For some they have died, and some they have left me,
And some are taken from me; all are departed;
All, all are gone, the familiar faces.
Charles Lamb
Charles Lamb devoted his life to looking after his sister Mary who, in a fit of insanity, had killed their mother. This poem was written shortly after that tragedy and expresses his sense of shock and loneliness.
fucked up..
nid to let off some steam here..
stupid father juz HAVE TO MAKE me lie to him.
fucked up.
say go friend hse he suspect..alwaiz ask me go who's hse..boi or ger.. so i write ger lah..then wad? dun allow..WTF!? he rather i say chalet.. wat sia as if chalet i say not often enough... muz make me lie lor nabei...
heck man.. NO MATTER WAD.. i will stay over man.. i'm not gonna stay at home for christmas.
talk about something else. this is making my blood boil..
fucked up..ruin my night...
wanted to say about xinxian la...
met him the other day when we went out with ken...
duno wad to feel man.. it's like... he is the bastard that made me had those emotional scars last time...
he is the bastard that did those mean things, said those mean stuff but then again,
he is once my friend and once part of my good memories...
i don't know whether to be angry or sad when i saw him..
he changed alot.
taller..
dressing changed..
but the looks the same.. still as nice looking..
talking to yifeng right now..
some stuff about wilfred.....
many ppl asked and i'm getting sick of it....
but nevermind..they're juz concerned
i don't wish to mention wad the problem is cos it pains me so..
but i feel like dying when i'm talking on and on about him with her...
it's like slapping my face with hard truth which i know but didn't wan to face..
I KNOW about all those things you ppl have been telling me
i know...
but what can i do!? put yourselves in my shoe..
and tell me what i can do. please.
nid to let off some steam here..
stupid father juz HAVE TO MAKE me lie to him.
fucked up.
say go friend hse he suspect..alwaiz ask me go who's hse..boi or ger.. so i write ger lah..then wad? dun allow..WTF!? he rather i say chalet.. wat sia as if chalet i say not often enough... muz make me lie lor nabei...
heck man.. NO MATTER WAD.. i will stay over man.. i'm not gonna stay at home for christmas.
talk about something else. this is making my blood boil..
fucked up..ruin my night...
wanted to say about xinxian la...
met him the other day when we went out with ken...
duno wad to feel man.. it's like... he is the bastard that made me had those emotional scars last time...
he is the bastard that did those mean things, said those mean stuff but then again,
he is once my friend and once part of my good memories...
i don't know whether to be angry or sad when i saw him..
he changed alot.
taller..
dressing changed..
but the looks the same.. still as nice looking..
talking to yifeng right now..
some stuff about wilfred.....
many ppl asked and i'm getting sick of it....
but nevermind..they're juz concerned
i don't wish to mention wad the problem is cos it pains me so..
but i feel like dying when i'm talking on and on about him with her...
it's like slapping my face with hard truth which i know but didn't wan to face..
I KNOW about all those things you ppl have been telling me
i know...
but what can i do!? put yourselves in my shoe..
and tell me what i can do. please.
23 December 2002
...someday'll be gone
Must say goodbye
But the love you give will always live
You'll always be there every time I fall
You take my weakness and you make me strong
And I will always love you till forever comes
And when you need me
I'll be there for you always
I'll be there your whole life through
I'll be there through the lonely days
I'll be there this I promise you mamma
I'll be your beacon through the darkest night
I'll be the wings that guide your broken flight
I'll be your shelter through the raging storm
And I will love you till forever comes
Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear
Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near
Someday you'll say that word and I will cry
It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye
Till we meet again until then goodbye....
Celine Dion - Goodbye (the saddest word)
part of the lyrics..
dedicated to her mother.. very touching..
Must say goodbye
But the love you give will always live
You'll always be there every time I fall
You take my weakness and you make me strong
And I will always love you till forever comes
And when you need me
I'll be there for you always
I'll be there your whole life through
I'll be there through the lonely days
I'll be there this I promise you mamma
I'll be your beacon through the darkest night
I'll be the wings that guide your broken flight
I'll be your shelter through the raging storm
And I will love you till forever comes
Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear
Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near
Someday you'll say that word and I will cry
It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye
Till we meet again until then goodbye....
Celine Dion - Goodbye (the saddest word)
part of the lyrics..
dedicated to her mother.. very touching..
this is my way to live
What about yours?
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I WANNA SLEEP!!!!! ARGH... ...
*smack* okok.. tmr is already christmas eve.. better get into the christmas spirit!!! *osh*
hee actually we had some plans for christmas and stuff.. although nothing much...
somehow i don't pretty like the idea that we're stepping into the later part of the month already..
cos that only means school term is starting soon.. sigh..
i'm gonna pay the bill first later...
and tomorrow basically i won't be going out although it's x'mas eve..
then wednesday i'll be celebrating christmas with wilfred.. staying over...dun call me at my hse k
then thursday i have to rush to JCS to sign up for the Advance II class.. *sigh*..
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Never Seek to Tell Thy Love
Never seek to tell thy love,
Love that never told can be;
For gentle wind does move
Silently, invisibly.
I told my love, I told my love,
I told her all my heart;
Trembling, cold, in ghastly fears,
Ah! She doth depart.
Soon as she was gone from me.,
A traveller came by,
Silently, invisibly:
He took her with a sigh.
William Blake
Never seek to tell thy love,
Love that never told can be;
For gentle wind does move
Silently, invisibly.
I told my love, I told my love,
I told her all my heart;
Trembling, cold, in ghastly fears,
Ah! She doth depart.
Soon as she was gone from me.,
A traveller came by,
Silently, invisibly:
He took her with a sigh.
William Blake
22 December 2002
right now i am trying to 'divert' my anger by blasting some music in my ears with a headphone...
stupid mum made me so fuckin pissed off.
like i said almost all the time, i hate being accused and scolded for nothing..
i juz called wilfred up and she came saying that she wanna show me something abt the toilet...
so i hung up with wilfred and went to the kitchen.. cos basically we're still using the temporary toilet they've set up for us.. so we have very limited space within that toilet.. and she wanted to show me how to flush (i already knew) and i've noticed that the pail is already full and the shower head is in it. stupid mum wanted to demonstrate and turned on the tap. so wad's next? rather predictable. the water from the shower head created a force that shot it out of the pail and faced up on the ground. so then it created a fountain of water on to my mum and she got drenched. basically, not my fault at all. i was merely standing there. then she started scolding me. say i make her wait so long juz to come to the kitchen.. yadda yadda yadda .. does it even make sense? i hung up and went over in less than 2 minutes and she got stupid enough to turn on the tap when the bloody pail was full and it's my fault? kaoz..
well, dad couldn't be too stuffed to even talk haha he juz continued watching tv haha anyway i am more or less cooled down now..
mum sorta found the literature text book which i bought during my secondary school years..
basically we didn't even use it.. stupid teacher made us waste the money on it..
but nevertheless, i was looking throught it and spent quite a number of hours trying to copy those i like down.. *kill time*
write until siao sia... sho many hours neh..
i wonder what i'll be eating for dinner later.. *hungry*
dad bought some nice pineapple tarts and it cost $8++ sia... =___= sho expensive neh.. i think tuesday i'll ask fred to come parkway and we go eat pasta mania.. *hee* fred scold me say i very piggie sometimes..
In This City
In this city, perhaps a street.
In this street, perhaps a house.
In this house, perhaps a room.
And in this room a woman sitting.
Sitting in the darkness, sitting and crying.
For someone who has just gone through the door
And who has just switched off the light
Forgetting she was there.
Alan Brownjohn
This is a poem about what people remember (memorabilia means memorable or noteworthy things) and what they forget, and how what is unimportant to one person may seem significant to another, and vice versa.
stupid mum made me so fuckin pissed off.
like i said almost all the time, i hate being accused and scolded for nothing..
i juz called wilfred up and she came saying that she wanna show me something abt the toilet...
so i hung up with wilfred and went to the kitchen.. cos basically we're still using the temporary toilet they've set up for us.. so we have very limited space within that toilet.. and she wanted to show me how to flush (i already knew) and i've noticed that the pail is already full and the shower head is in it. stupid mum wanted to demonstrate and turned on the tap. so wad's next? rather predictable. the water from the shower head created a force that shot it out of the pail and faced up on the ground. so then it created a fountain of water on to my mum and she got drenched. basically, not my fault at all. i was merely standing there. then she started scolding me. say i make her wait so long juz to come to the kitchen.. yadda yadda yadda .. does it even make sense? i hung up and went over in less than 2 minutes and she got stupid enough to turn on the tap when the bloody pail was full and it's my fault? kaoz..
well, dad couldn't be too stuffed to even talk haha he juz continued watching tv haha anyway i am more or less cooled down now..
mum sorta found the literature text book which i bought during my secondary school years..
basically we didn't even use it.. stupid teacher made us waste the money on it..
but nevertheless, i was looking throught it and spent quite a number of hours trying to copy those i like down.. *kill time*
write until siao sia... sho many hours neh..
i wonder what i'll be eating for dinner later.. *hungry*
dad bought some nice pineapple tarts and it cost $8++ sia... =___= sho expensive neh.. i think tuesday i'll ask fred to come parkway and we go eat pasta mania.. *hee* fred scold me say i very piggie sometimes..
In This City
In this city, perhaps a street.
In this street, perhaps a house.
In this house, perhaps a room.
And in this room a woman sitting.
Sitting in the darkness, sitting and crying.
For someone who has just gone through the door
And who has just switched off the light
Forgetting she was there.
Alan Brownjohn
This is a poem about what people remember (memorabilia means memorable or noteworthy things) and what they forget, and how what is unimportant to one person may seem significant to another, and vice versa.
| I am the Siren A man is often secretly oppressed by the role he has to play - by always having to be responsible, in control, and rational. The Siren is the ultimate male fantasy figure because she offers a total release form the limitations of his life. In her presence, which is always heightened and sexually charged, the male feels transported to a realm of pure pleasure. In a world where women are often too timid to project such an image, learn to take control of the male libido by embodying his fantasy. Symbol: Water. The song of the Siren is liquid and enticing, and the Siren herself is fluid and ungraspable. Like the sea, the Siren lures you with the promise of infinite adventure and pleasure. Forgetting past and future, men follow her far out to sea, where they drown. |
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